The last couple of weeks have been extrodinary. I have been relaxed, healthy, and no drama. It felt almost unreal. I made some plans and they all worked out. I fixed some irritations that have been pissing me off, like getting the wi-fi back on my camera so it could talk to my phone. This had not been working for a while and I just found other ways to download and move my pictures but it didn’t fix it. I just bitched about it every time I went to use it and moved on.

I started to realize how often I bitch about something, not fix it, and leave it there so I can bitch about it later. It’s not that important, so I throw it into the “bitch and fix later” pile. In the past that pile can start getting pretty big until it is overwhelming and it hits the “miserable and procrastination” pile. If I still continue to move towards the “fuck I hate my life” the pile grows and grows until all I am doing is bitching about every little thing.

I have learned that if I fix the little things as I go along, it helps to increase my feelings of gratitude. I start to be thankful for my patience to sit and read the instructions on how to reset my wi-fi on my camera. That little bit of time will make my life easier. When I get that great picture I can download it to my iphone and edit it right away. I can put it on my tv to see what it will look like enlarged. My heart swells with excitement. Wow I love my photography. I am now excited for spring and to get outside and take those long walks to discover more beautiful things in my world.

Don’t put off the little things you bitch about. Fix them. Resolve them. And get back to grateful. My sense of peace multiplied this week as I got rid of the little irritations. Now just for all the dog poop that melting snow has revealed. Maybe next week. LOL

May I be safe. May I be healthy. May I be happy. May I live with ease.