It’s been a great July. Work good. Family good. Friends good. Garden good. Weather fairly good. And before I knew it August 1 was here.

August first and full moon. I have been a little touchy lately. I went for a ct scan in early July. Discussed results with my family doctor July 17. Lungs clear. Thickening of the bronchial tubes. Need to keep using medicated inhaler. But it did find irregularities in my thyroid. So I am scheduled for an ultrasound to check for lumps on my thyroid.

First thing I did when I got home was goggle Mayo Clinic and Thyroid cancer. And what the hell does a thyroid do anyway?? It helps with hormones and metabolism. 🤣 Both of those have always been wacky. But it is an easily managed cancer. Very non evasive treatments. IF there is even a node. BUT:

I am logical enough to realize that since I heard the words possible lump, I have continued to experience all the symptoms. Sore throat, clearing of throat, tiredness, swelling of glands, voice change, hard to swallow.

So I must continue to relax, meditate, and not succumb to unrealistic anxiety. Today I snapped at a friend. She was extremely upset and I tried to apologize. I try to blame it on the full moon but really I was just being an over sensitive bitch.

Tomorrow I will worry about tomorrow. I will live today. And I will hope they schedule the ultrasound soon. This full moon too shall pass.

May I be safe. May I be healthy. May I be happy. May I live with ease.